We

Your name tumbles too easily from my lips, my thoughts wander less
I such a random philosopher have finally found singularity of thought
it is you
Your scent never remains long enough in my covers
and I exist for lifetimes in every smile you offer
your presence drums out purpose so loudly
you are my consort
our eyes search hard through each others soul
never has my own eternity been so impressed upon me
I am sure that I have ever known you
you are me, I am you & yet we have balance
alone together, so thin become our mortal coils that our bodies
threaten to break and spill out our god-selves radiantly for all the earth
the rhythm in our love is a call to all children of the sun
and yet so often you give me your head when I demand your heart
your fear conjurs my pain, breeds my own hesitation
strengthens monstrous ego and vanity
my unwillingness to prove our destiny, our eternity
deepens our mortality til I imagine it is all my dream
though I know well I haven't imagination enough
to conjure rhythms and melodies only we can hear
my logical mind tries hard to exist with paradoxes
of grand consortium without soul mate
how can my essence scream so loudly I found you
when I never sought you
I am my beloved and my beloved is mine
such beauty in truth I have never known
its starkness and severity in resonance quake my soul
begs the weighty choice of all that I am or all that I could be
so daunting the brilliance of clear light
that as yet we cling hard to darkness